Her fetlife profile for your perusal
"All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on." Henry Alice
As i continue to evolve changes appear within me, so i’ve updated me.
“Vision without execution is hallucination.” By Thomas Edison
my writings are for me, You are welcome to read, comment.
"Better to write for yourself and have no public,
than to write for the public and have no self."
Cyril Connolly
"Its better to be hated for what you are,
than to be loved for what your not!
Marilyn Monroe *
Thought it would be more useful to start with the “ABOUT You”, this gives You the choice to read on or exit.
i seek a TRADITIONAL Master, One who possesses old school philosophy, values and morals of a Master/slave relationship. One who has natural dominance, which has mastered Himself in order that He may master me. One who can quarterback U/us into a spiritual, mental and physical growth . . . uniting U/us as O/one into a TPE relationship.
Please, i am DEFINITELY NOT looking for new age Dom, pervert, wanna be . . . you can get your kinks elsewhere. i am NOT a play toy, fuck buddy, switch or a Domme! However, I am a Lady, slut, fuck toy and more but Only to One with whom I can connect on ALL LEVELS.
Don't bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors.
Try to be better than yourself.
William Faulkner
Who am i . . .
i’m definitely not perfection personified, nor am i young, skinny or inexperienced. i’m just an average, single mom of two, with a slave’s heart. Before finding my inner submissive/slave self, i chose to have children, my choice not theirs. They are of age that requires them to live at home, AND they are a priority. Don't state it's not a problem, if you really can't accept they come first. i also live on the NW side of Chicago so You may be aware of the distance.
With those minor details out of the way . . . i’ve been told i’m naturally very submissive. i can’t debate this because “Iisimply am who i am” always.
My entire life, i’ve been submissive, serving and caring for others. The past ten plus years i began a journey, yes at my age. What was thought to be a journey of submission/slavery actually turned into a journey of life, self discovery. Part of that self discovery was the inner slave but much of it was about “me”. It has been very scary, difficult and a painful at times. The pain suffered led to tranquility, a pleasure of sort which appears in many different forms. i have not reached the end of my journey, there are things that still need to be discovered or solved. But one the greatest pleasures i have learned is who i am and the ability to really love . . . even loving more then one at a given time.
Please understand this is not a game of pretend or role play . . . it is who i am and how i choose to live my life. i find so much inner peace when in service to my One (a Master). i can ONLY serve a Master that can equal me. i know my place is at His side/feet. NOT, because i am force but . . . well it is where i WANT to be. But in order to become One’s slave, it takes time, a journey of learning, growing and sharing. i relate to it as friends first, then moving onto a Dom/sub, the growth will lead to the Master/slave. O/one can not set a time frame on matters of the heart, a commitment or a journey. It’s a day by day process . . . If it was meant to be it will be.
*"Faith, consists in believing when it is beyond the power of reason to believe."
By Voltaire*
In other words i will ONLY submit to the right One! The one who can capture her mind and heart, (control her sassy mouth) will own her soul . . . the body will follow for all He desires.
AH DESIRES/FETISHES
my main fetish is being His property, enjoying all He does to me for His pleasure. Oh, what a feeling! However that doesn’t mean i don’t have limits. There are a few fetishes I will never engage in for anyone and still those that remain undiscovered. i can not determine an answer to the undiscovered if i’ve never tried them, i can only speculate. So my philosophy is to try everything at least once to see where it may rest.
“i, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength,
Who makes enormous demands on me,
Who does not doubt my courage or my toughness,
Who does not believe me naive or innocent,
Who has the courage to treat me like a woman.
By Anias Nin
"The single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place".
George Bernard Shaw
Thank you for taking the time to read and i hope you understand. If you don't understand then i believe you are not what i seek and should continue on your way.
Sincerely,
obedient
PS Please move on if . . . You’re into online/cyber relationships, online is only a tool, possibly a first step to meeting “For the eyes are the doorway to ones soul, if you can't see into the eyes, you're blinded!”
*Hope
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune--without the words,
And never stops at all,
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
I've heard it in the chilliest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.
Emily Dickinson*
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